Update on this bitch.
SHE GOT A BLACK CAT NAMED LUNA.
ARE
YOU
FUCKING
KIDDING
ME?
IT'S BEEN YEARZZZZZ AND SHE'S STILL TAKING EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED!!
LIKE WHAT ISSSSS THIS!?
WHAT IS THE UNIVERSE DOOOOOOING?!?!
WHY IS IT DOING THIS TO MEEEE!?!?!?!?!?!?
I'm so exhausted from yelling about this, my throat is so sore.
To be honest, I'd rather write about this in my journal because it's extremely petty, but SOMEONE FINALLYYYY completed their GIANT journal that they started back in 2012 💁🏼 no big deal. ✌🏻 I need to buy another one sometime this week cause like, I'm a writer, you know lol omg I swear to god if that bitch ever has a book published I'm going to kill myself hahaha
This was just a sudden, "rant" type of post obviously... but in general, I really want to get back into blogging and writing!! When I was rereading my journal over, there was some poetry in it and I was like, crying because it was actually good! I'm sooo hard on myself; I usually don't think that anything I do is like, good good... you know? But my writing is definitely one thing that I truly believe I have talent in. It's a shame that I haven't been writing much these past few years.
Mom told me the other day that she'd buy the Mac I want and I can pay her back for it slowly if it got me back into writing more. I'm so excited!! I can't remember if I ever mentioned it here or not but my old Macbook (my one and only gift from both mom AND dad for graduating high school/turning 18) was ruined in 2014 (3 years later) when BB spilt water all over it. That's one of the main reasons I stopped blogging... well that and because BB a snoopy snoop and would def be like "WUT R U DOIN'; WUT U WRITIN'? DO U H8 ME? R U BITCHIN' 'BOUT ME? LEMME SEEEEEE???"
So ya, I stopped and would just write in my journal here and there. Also, ALL of my poetry is on that hard drive. I used to have a blog on tumblr where I'd post it all, but then I deleted the blog because someone called me a bigot because I didn't understand why the fuck people were calling Miley Cyrus "racist" for wearing a wig of dreads. So I NEEEED a new Mac so I can put my OLD Mac on it so that I can read my OLD poetry hahaha you see?
I feel really spoilt about having my mom buy me a Mac but like, literally she's technically just a loan, so I'm not that spoilt, right? RIGHT?
I've got to go now, but I'm going to blog about last week, sometime THIS week; mark my words!
P.s. last week I had an identity crisis and almost died from a mystery allergic reaction whilst doing this lovely walk- can we agree yet that I'm not meant to go outside??
Much luuuv~! ♥︎
- Mint.
