I'm alive. I'm fat. And I'm a failure as usual.
I'm sorry.
I really am, I'd like to be an inspiration but I'm just an imperfect perfectionist. So, sorry for sweeping in and out of your online lives.
I've made a food blog if anyone's interested.
It'll be what a food blog is meant to be, plus a good laugh for you guys who have actual control, not make-believe control like I have.
Ummmm, I don't really have much to say right now (hence why I haven't posted in what? Two months now?)
It's getting warm and sunny now... I'm getting scared. I have scars now! I can't let people see them, but they won't leave! My legs are the worst which is good since it's easier to avoid shorts than t-shirts.
I've been using bio-oil like crazy. Morning, afternoon, night, and before bed.
hopefully they'll leave...
ESPECIALLY, since I'm hoping to get a job with the town for summer. I'd be doing labor outside like mowing grass and weed whacking, etc. so I need to be able to wear summerish things. Or maybe I just need foundation haha
How does a tiger hide their stripes?
Anyway, I'll talk to you soon I hope. No more forced happiness and non-existent posts. But I'm not going to say I'm back either...
Just incase.
xoxo,
Mint. ♥
I stopped SI 5 years ago, but I still have the scars. Vitamin E, cocoa and shea butter has helped a bit, but they're still not completely gone. It's likely that they'll never go away if they are kelloids. I usually just blame my cat if anyone asks. Getting tattoos to cover them up is also an interesting option.
ReplyDeleteI'm a tiger girl too, all over, belly, arms and legs. Bio-oil didn't work for me, I'm trapped in tights are cardis and overheating for the past few years. If you find a trick, let me know, you can get medical foundation for burn and scar victims that stays on for days at a time, but it is pricey, but obviously it works.
ReplyDeletelove love.
you're not boring, I love you muchly, for who you are exactly as you are xxx