Everything happens for a reason. You need to believe in this. Because if you don't you're going to lose hope in life. And apparently life is good.

But golly gee damn, am I fucking losing it.

Everything gets worse and worse. Sure, there are light patches but in general, things are going down, down, downnnnn.

And guess who's digging this shit? Me. I make everyone around me hate me. No one wants to be near me, I'm toxic. I'm alone.

Fuck I wish I could kill myself.